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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

  Warner Books Edition

  Copyright © 1984 by Erin St. Claire

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  First eBook Edition: May 2004

  ISBN: 978-0-446-50610-6

  Contents

  BY SANDRA BROWN

  DEDICATION

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  By Sandra Brown

  Novels

  The Crush

  Envy

  The Switch

  Standoff

  The Alibi

  Unspeakable

  Fat Tuesday

  Exclusive

  The Witness

  Charade

  Where There’s Smoke

  French Silk

  Breath of Scandal

  Mirror Image

  Best Kept Secrets

  Slow Heat in Heaven

  Classic Love Stories

  Words of Silk

  Not Even for Love

  A Kiss Remembered

  Seduction by Design

  Bittersweet Rain

  Sweet Anger

  Temptation’s Kiss

  Love’s Encore

  Tempest in Eden

  Primetime

  Eloquent Silence

  Hidden Fires

  Love Beyond Reason

  A Treasure Worth Seeking

  Shadows of Yesterday

  Another Dawn

  Sunset Embrace

  Silken Web

  To my four sisters—

  Melanie, Jo, Lauri, and Jenni—

  each beautiful in her own special way

  Dear Reader,

  For years before I began writing general fiction, I wrote genre romances. Words of Silk was originally published about twenty years ago.

  This story reflects the trends and attitudes that were popular at that time, but its themes are eternal and universal. As in all romance fiction, the plot revolves around star-crossed lovers. There are moments of passion, anguish, and tenderness—all integral facets of falling in love.

  I very much enjoyed writing romances. They’re optimistic in orientation and have a charm unique to any other form of fiction. If this is your first taste of it, please enjoy.

  Sandra Brown

  CHAPTER 1

  The elevator was between floors when it came to a jaw-jolting stop and the lights blinked out. There had been no warning, no grinding down of gears, no forecasting flicker of the lights. Nothing. One minute the cubicle had been moving on its silent descent, the next, its two occupants were engulfed in unrelieved black stillness.

  “Uh-oh,” the man remarked. He was a New Yorker and accustomed to the practical jokes the city played on the citizens. “Another blackout.”

  Laney McLeod didn’t comment. The man obviously expected her to say something. She could feel him turn and look toward her. But speech and movement were beyond her. She was paralyzed with fear. She rationalized, telling herself that it was her claustrophobia that made the situation so horrifying, that she would survive, that such stark terror was juvenile and bordered on the ridiculous. It didn’t help.

  “Are you all right?”

  No, I’m not all right, she wanted to scream at him. But her vocal cords were frozen. Eight well-manicured nails were digging into two sweating palms. She realized that her eyes were squeezed shut. But forcing them open made no difference; there was no light in the suffocating confines of the apartment building elevator. Her breath was rasping loudly.

  “Don’t worry. It won’t last long.”

  His calmness infuriated her. Why wasn’t he panicked? She wanted to demand if he could guarantee that the power would be restored shortly. These blackouts could last for days, couldn’t they?

  “I think I’d feel better if you’d say something. You are all right, aren’t you?”

  She sensed a hand groping in the darkness only seconds before it made contact with her arm. She jumped.

  “It’s all right.” Quickly he withdrew his hand. “Are you claustrophobic?”

  Frantically she nodded her head, illogically thinking he could see the motion. He must have sensed it because his voice took on a lulling inflection. “There’s nothing to worry about. If the power isn’t restored in a matter of minutes, the fire department will be looking for stranded people like us.”

  She felt the air stir and heard the soft rustling of clothing. “I’m taking off my coat. I suggest you do the same.”

  When he had boarded the elevator, she’d gotten only a brief impression of gray hair, a tall frame, a slender physique, and clothes too studiously casual not to be outrageously expensive. Not speaking, not making eye contact, she had watched the lighted numbers over the elevator door as they ticked off their descent.

  She had known that he watched her for several moments after he got in, though he hadn’t spoken either. They had been subject to that universal awkwardness that comes between two strangers sharing an elevator. Eventually his eyes had joined hers counting down the floors of the building. Now she heard his jacket land on the plush carpet.

  “Need any help over there?” he asked with forced cheerfulness when she didn’t move. He took a step toward the sound of the heavy, irregular panting and raised his hands. He heard her thump against the paneled wall as she backed away from him. He touched her rigid body and tentatively felt his way to her shoulders. “Hey.” His voice was silky soft. “Everything’s going to be fine.” His hands gave her tense shoulders a reassuring squeeze. Then he moved.

  “What are you doing?” Laney hadn’t thought she could speak until she heard her own gasped question.

  “Helping you off with your coat. The hotter you are, the harder you breathe, and the more likely you may start hyperventilating,” he said. “My name’s Deke, by the way.” The suit jacket she had bought at Saks only the day before was eased off and dropped to the floor. “What’s your name? Is this a scarf?”

  “Laney.” She raised leaden hands and fumbled against his fingers. “Yes. It comes off.” She unwound the tie from her neck and handed it to him.

  “Laney. That’s an unusual name. Maybe you should unbutton a few buttons too. I don’t think your blouse will allow much ventilation. Silk, isn’t it?”

  “Yes.”

  “Very pretty too. Blue, if I remember.”

  “Yes.”

  “You’re not a New Yorker,” he remarked casually. He was working at the cuffs of her blouse, unbuttoning the pearl buttons and rolling the sleeves up her arms.

  “No. I’ve been visiting for a week. I’m due to leave in the morning.”

  “You were visiting someone in the building?”

  “Yes. My college roommate and her husband.”

  “I see. Now, isn’t that more comfortable?” He adjusted her opened collar around her throat. “Would you like to sit down?” He lightly touched her waist with both hands.

  “No!”

  Dammit. Deke Sargent cursed himself for moving too fast. Mustn’t panic the panicked. The woman was still plastered against the wall as though she were facing a firing squad. She was breathing as though each inhalation were her last. “All right, Laney. You—”

  The lights flickered li
ke a strobe, then came on full strength. The gears of the elevator were engaged with a gentle bump, and they were moving again.

  Two strangers stared at close range into each other’s eyes. Both pairs were dilated. Her face was pale. His was creased with concern.

  He smiled crookedly and returned his hands to her shoulders. She looked ready to fly into a million pieces. “There! See? I told you. Everything’s back to normal.”

  Instead of returning his smile, resuming the aloof detachment of a stranger, thanking him for his patience with her silliness and restoring her clothing, she slumped against him. His shirtfront was clutched in tight, damp fists, and she uttered an anguished cry against his chest. He felt her convulsive trembling.

  God bless her, she had forced herself to hold on to her composure as long as she could. But when the danger was over, her nerves had given way to her terror of the dark, confining elevator.

  They came to a gliding stop at the lobby level. The door whished open. Through the plate glass windows of the lobby, Deke could see people milling about on the sidewalks. The avenue was thronged with traffic halted by inoperative signal lights. Chaos reigned momentarily.

  “Mr. Sargent—” the uniformed doorman began, rushing toward the elevator.

  “I’m fine, Joe,” Deke said brusquely. The last thing this woman needed was to be thrown out on the street in her condition. He didn’t want to make any lengthy explanations to the doorman. “I’m going back up.”

  “Were you in the elevator when—”

  “Yes, but I’m fine.”

  He propped Laney against the wall and leaned backward to press the Door Close button and the one designating the twenty-second floor. The doors closed and they surged upward. The woman had been impervious to it all. She still slumped bonelessly and hiccupped soft sobs.

  “You’re all right. You’re safe. It’s okay,” Deke murmured as he held her to him. She smelled very good and he liked the feel of her hair on his neck and chin.

  The elevator opened onto the hallway of his floor. Splaying a hand wide over her chest to keep her from collapsing, he bent down to pick up their discarded jackets, the tie of her blouse and her handbag. Then he swept her into his arms and against his chest. He carried her down the hall to the corner apartment and set her gently on her feet.

  “Almost there,” he whispered as he took his key from his pants pocket and inserted it into the lock. The door swung wide. He scooped the woman in his arms again and strode inside, depositing her on a sofa whose deep cushions almost swallowed her.

  When he turned to leave, her arms lifted as though imploring him to stay. “I’ll be right back.” Unthinkingly he brushed a kiss across her forehead. He hurried back to the door and punched a sequence of numbers on his alarm system, which would have gone off in fifteen seconds had he not. Their clothes and her handbag were retrieved from where he had left them in a pile in the hall. He closed and relocked the door, flipped up a switch that turned on the indirect lighting and adjusted the dimmer down. The room was lit with a suffusion of pale gold.

  He crossed the room in three long strides and knelt in front of the sofa, taking her hand between his and chafing it. “Laney?” Her eyes were closed, but they came open at her name. “How are you?”

  She looked at him blankly. Two large tears rolled down her cheeks. Then she covered her face with her hands and began to sob. “I was so scared. It’s stupid, childish, I know. Claustrophobia . . .”

  “Shhh.” He got off his knees and sat down beside her. He gathered her in his arms, pressed her face into his neck and stroked her hair. “It’s over. All over. You’re safe.” He kissed her temple. He kissed it again. His hand smoothed down her back and she snuggled closer.

  Abruptly he pulled away and cleared his throat roughly. “What you need is a brandy.”

  He sure as hell needed one. He slowly extricated himself from her clinging hands and went to the small wet bar in the corner. As he poured the aromatic liquor into snifters, he watched her. It was as though her tears had cleansed her not only of panic but of energy too. She had turned sideways on the sofa, tucking her feet beneath her hips and resting her cheek against the back cushion.

  Of all the damn things, he thought with a wry smile. Deke Sargent rescuing a woman in an elevator? An absolutely gorgeous woman who had to be helplessly carried into his apartment and was at his mercy? He shook his head as he made his way back to the sofa. No one would ever believe it.

  What else could he have done? Turned her out on Manhattan streets in the aftermath of a blackout? But what was he going to do with her?

  It never occurred to him to start calling other residents in the building in an attempt to locate the friends she had been visiting. Nor did he examine the possessiveness he felt toward her. He recognized it; he just didn’t analyze it. But he thought it had something to do with the sweet curve of her hip as she reclined on his couch and the way her honey-blond hair spilled over the tangerine-colored velvet cushions.

  “Here, Laney, drink some of this.” He sat beside her again and, cupping her head in his hand, raised the fragile snifter to her even more fragile lips. Her lashes fluttered open. Blue eyes, disoriented but no longer haunted, stared at him for a moment before her lips parted and she took a sip of the finest brandy in the world.

  Her face didn’t testify to its quality: Her features screwed up comically and Deke chuckled softly as she coughed and sputtered. She wasn’t sophisticated, though her well-cut raw-silk suit indicated discriminating taste.

  “More?” he asked.

  She nodded and surprised him by covering his hand with hers and guiding the snifter back to her mouth. She sipped daintily until most of the brandy was gone. Then she leaned her head against the cushions and sighed deeply. The gesture was innocent, but the swell of her breasts beneath the clinging blouse aroused far from innocent desires in Deke.

  Setting her glass on the lacquered coffee table, he drank a long sip of his own brandy. Her condition being what it was, it wasn’t fair for him to stare, but he had never professed to being anything but human.

  He studied her as she lay against the cushions, head thrown back, throat arched and vulnerable, eyes half closed, lips fragrant and moist with expensive brandy. Her face was too angular to be considered beautiful. The nose was a bit too short. Her mouth . . .

  Best not to linger too long in consideration of her mouth.

  Her neck was long and slender and showed off delicate collarbones. In the triangle between them beat a steady, if a bit rapid, pulse. Her breasts looked soft, natural, touchable, beneath her blouse, but she was wearing a brassiere. He could see hints of weblike lace and satin straps. Her waist was model-thin. Thighs and hips likewise. From what he had seen of her calves, they were well shaped and encased in pale stockings. His palms itched to stroke them. She was wearing beige suede pumps with a butterfly embossed in shiny thread on the vamp.

  Even as he watched, she moved the toe of one shoe to the heel of the other and pushed it off. The other shoe followed. They thumped almost soundlessly to the thick carpet. He dragged his eyes from the slender feet back up to her face. She was watching him with a notable lack of curiosity about her surroundings or about him.

  “I couldn’t breathe.” A row of straight white teeth clamped over the trembling lower lip to still it.

  He touched her hair, slid his fingers down her cheek. “That’s a terrifying sensation, but it’s over now.”

  “It was so dark.” Her frail voice gave out on the last word and she squeezed her eyes shut.

  Deke moved quickly to enclose her once again in his arms. “You were frightened. I’m sorry.”

  Her pliant body conformed to his hard one and mentally he groaned because his responded. Suddenly she was not just a woman who needed comfort and understanding: she was a woman who was soft and feminine and who felt better than any woman he had held recently. He spoke her name aloud.

  She raised her head. Her eyes were the color of fog rolling in off the ocean.
They were wide and pleading. “Hold me.”

  “I will,” he vowed fervently. She seemed satisfied and nestled her face in his neck. When her lips brushed his skin, he felt the contact all the way down to his manhood. “I’ll hold you.”

  Unconsciously he was raining light kisses over her hair and along her cheek. It seemed natural that he place one finger beneath her chin and tilt her head back. His lips grazed hers lightly before they rested on her mouth. He breathed in the aroma of brandy that lingered on her lips. Only a eunuch could have restrained himself. Deke had never been mistaken as such.

  His lips pressed hers. He felt her stiffen momentarily, but then she relaxed against him again. He slowly separated her lips with his tongue and ventured inside. At first his investigation was tentative. When she touched his tongue with hers, his control broke. Making a low growling sound in his throat, he became more aggressive. His tongue claimed the sweet cavern of her mouth for its own, touching everywhere, flicking, stroking.

  Her hands knotted handfuls of his shirtfront between clenching fingers. Her legs stretched out over his. She purred. God! Was he having some kind of marvelously erotic dream?

  His hand coasted down her front, intending to go around her back for a tighter embrace. But her breast was too much of a temptation and he paused to caress it gently. Regretfully he moved his hand away.

  “That felt good. Please do it again.”

  His head sprang up and Laney was impaled with disbelieving green eyes. The women who usually enjoyed his caresses considered themselves sophisticated. They played at sexual games. Every one had a role and spoke the right dialog. Never had Deke heard such an honest, direct request. It wasn’t a demand that he perform a certain act for the sole pleasure of his partner, but a softly whispered compliment on his caress and a plea that he continue it.

  He watched her face as his hand slipped back up to her breast. He covered it tenderly and began to rub circles over it. Her eyes closed and she released a long sigh, a slight smile curving her incredible mouth. Daringly he let his fingertips close about the nipple. Even through her blouse and brassiere, he felt its response.